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Oh, lord. I just found a video of a panel I'd registered, but wasn't able to host. I don't think I ever said this, but thank you guys. Thank you for dealing with the fact that I can't do math, and got grounded, thank you for handling my responsibility, thank you for doing such an amazing job, and most of all, thank you for just being alive <3. You all did amazing, (Sky, you were an amazing panel hoster..... Is hoster a word?) and I didn't see a single flaw. The little slip ups and stutters just added, and made it seem more natural. When I first watched the video, I actually started crying. I really love you guys, and I really miss you too. Thank you <3 <3 <3.

Here's a list of things I want to cosplay, have talked about cosplaying, or have great plans on cosplaying! It might be a bit long, sorry... Here we go~!!

1. SOLLUX. EVERY DAMN VERSION OF SOLLUX I CAN. EVERY. SINGLE. ONE. ESPECIALLY #11. (Homestuck)
2. Peter (Kuroshitsuji)
3. 2p!Himaruya (Hetalia) (I really want a trickster!Hussie for this one...)
4. Luka Megurine (Vocaloid)
5. The Lady in Red (Ib)
6. Boris (Alice In The Country Of Hearts)
7. Natsuki Shinomiya (Uta No Prince Sama)
8. Ren Jinguji (Uta No Prince Sama)
9. TheGweny's version of 2p!Austria (Second Player Hetalia)
10. TheGweny's version of 2p!Prussia (Second Player Hetalia)
11. Steampunk!Sollux (Homestuck)
12. Trickster!Gamzee (Homestuck)
13. Mad Hatter!Austria (Hetalia Weirdness)
14. Ittoki Otoya (Uta No Prince Sama)
15. Fem!Trickster!Dave (Homestuck)
16. Kaoru Hitachiin (Ouran High School Host Club)
17. Akaito (Vocaloid)
18. Fem!Germany (Nyotalia) (I want Nyo!Japan and Nyo!Italy for this one)
19. Trenderman (Slenderman's gay cousin)

Damnnnnnnn... So longgggg. SOrry to bug you with this dumbass junk, but... Eh!

I'm sorry for killing you all with boring journal entries. Just.... Updatin'! I was thinking about the time Bruno Mars saved my life (That was the worst night of my life, by far. Remember, suicide is NOT the answer!) And decided I needed to thank everyone here. Sky, you and Cloudy especially. I lovelovelove you both, so much it hurts. I'm sorry I'm a total nooksucker and got grounded RIGHT before ASL, but I know you all did amazingly during the panel! (Yes, I am planning on trying again for Banzai). Hero, in case you were wondering, your purple hair made my week at Sky's sleepover all those months ago. Seriously. I couldn't stop smiling. Shadey, thank you for letting me date your sister without asskicking involved. I really appreciate that! XD Seafy, thank you for not trying to kill me for being the most obnoxious person you've ever met, and you're totally one of the coolest I've ever met. Linny, DON'T FORGET THE DAMN BOOB WORMS. DON'T. DO. IT. JUST, NO. Nicole, you little douchemuffin.... You're the greatest douchemuffin I could ever with for. And.... Crimsey. Where the hell do I even start with you? You're my fucking everything. You and Cloudy saved my life the night of the ball, you know.... You, Bruno Mars and P!nk are really the only reasons the razors in my art studio aren't bloody.... Also, S&M just came on on the radio, and it reminds me of you... <3 You.

ANYWAY. DON'T PAY ANY ATTENTION TO MY SAPPINESS. IT'S A CURSE. Now, some questions I can't answer myself.
1. Should I actually start wearing chick underwear instead of boxers? (I seriously do this....)
2. Should I get around to finishing my book?
3. Is it totally weird to come to school and talk like Sollux the whole day?
4. Can I build myself a full suit of Teutonic Knights armor?
5. Can I spend the rest of my left eating nothing but apples and microwave dinners, or is that just weird?

Well, shit. I don't even know where to start. Let's start off with "I got grounded (AGAIN)" I failed math (I got a literal F) so my parents turned off my texts and calls, and aren't letting me go to the convention I so conveniently ALREADY PREREGISTERED AND HAD A PANEL FOR. Next, sorry it's been so long, my family and I went on a road trip from Salt Lake to Vegas to L.A. and back, and non of out hotel rooms had free internet. Next, I've been thinking about a great many things recently that I want to accomplish in my life (What life?).

First off, I want to make a checklist of all the things I want to do in cosplay, what cosplay they will be done in, where it will happen, and who it will happen with. In case you were wondering, #1 is I really want to jump in a pool or lake or hot tub or something and COMPLETELY ruin some cosplay of mine.

Second, I've been considering starting an internet radio station that would only play songs from different anime/animated shows, or songs commonly paired/compared to said anime/animated shows. Is this a good idea? Would any of you listen to it if I did?

Third, I've started writing a book, and have ideas for a lot of other ones. I'll most likely be self publishing it to Kindle, so... Would those of you with Kindles read it?

Fourth (And last) I'm kinda freaking out because a friend of mine recently moved. She left me a note to give to someone she's never met, and it feels like I'M HOLDING HER DAMN SUICIDE NOTE. She told (threatened) me not to read it, but all of a sudden, I'm super worried. Should I be, or am I over reacting like a weird PMSing bitch?

Uh. I have terrible grades (again. I blame Homestuck, Hetalia and Tumblr) So there is a high chance my computer will get taken away. So, if I never respond to anyone, just know, I am truly sorry, I still love you, and I'm just not able to come to the internet right now. Leave a message after the beep. ~beeeeep~ Ok, never mind. I never told that girl I like her, which I regret immensely (I know I'll just start stuttering and talking about the sky or something awkward like that) And I'm too embarrassed to even talk to my mom about it. Ugh. ANYWAY, onto my epiphany. Aren't trickster trolls almost the same thing as 2p!Hetalia? Reversed clothes, reversed personalities. I can't be the only one to see it. Really. OH MY GOD TRICKSTER SOLLUX AND 2P ENGLAND ARE THE SAME PERSON. Think about it, "care two try 2ome miind honey?" "Want a cupcake, love?" FUCKING MIND HONEY AND FUCKING POISONED CUPCAKES. OH SHIT.